Life One Liners...! Aho

And suddenly you stand tall for too long that you become a statue You wait for so long that life takes over You wish to speak those 3 words for so long that Time abandons you You ignore your love for so long that longing turns to letting go You don't hold hands for so long that the hands become fingers pointing in other direction  You become an Art for so long that the artist looses the grip and art flies off  

The children need (extrovert or introvert) to learn to speak emotions Emotions to Parents  Emotions to Siblings  Emotions to your Love  In order to avoid life long longing or life long regret. - Do YES!+ we teach it there ! 18- 30yrs - Read Books - Have a Emotion Guide - Therapy Sessions

I have never been hugged in the  longing by anyone leave aside love Viraj or anybody else. I have never been kissed on lips (2 times exception). I have never sat in embrace from backside like Viraj Held J girl on the stairs.  My time was devoted to Nation in 20s till 33 in everyway till Papa's demise. Talking feels much lighter i guess than writing these.  My 1st and 2nd Kiss In the embrace of Rain came a calf and being a nature lover, we caress her, and from there the hands touched. Held inside the umbrella and here was my first kiss and second kiss - French Kiss then I rode him to his hostel. Andaman Feels Like owning up the ocean especially Havelock Islands just like Nirmal Owned me up. Making Love is so much less than being in love. Being in love makes the love making. Making kids to start being in love is bullshit. The souls must arrive through making love in love not vice versa. My Birthday is another reminder of the revolution I had in Universe (both spriral and a...

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Shadi is symbolic just like mangalsutra. It is wornnin neck - a place of gratutude and it goes till heart ehere love resides. Sindoor is for protection of husband. It's just woman commiting to all things.  But the Husband wife ko dharan karta hai. Where he is surrounded by the shakti he will be with. (expections are always there) Now Dharan is a very beautiful word  Dha refersto horse and horse is the only animal who can run continuously with it's buddy. Daran mean pehenna, varan karna. The husband Varan's the wife. When the longing surpasses time. It makes love like Universe and only then the creation happens. Such is the divinity of ancient vidhis and vidhans Dharan is the time of surrender of both husband and wife. Only in these moments you feel sex otherwise its just 2 bodies rubbing each other to feel sensations. Dharan happens when shiva accepts shakti in his swadhishtan chakra and vice versa. 

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Your body is cleansing machine.  70% water, ready to eliminate 30% food mixed with your emotions. Example Jealousy resides in stomach just as love and hate in your heart. When you live the emotion to an intensity of tears tearing you apart. Its carried through your blood. And the poop carries those extra  not needed emotions.  Poop is daily cleansing of emotions more than the things that we nuture. Its true both ways. Jaisa khae ann waisa rahe mann.

What does Happiness mean to you? What are you happy for ? Why are you Happy ?  Why are you jealous ? What are you Jealous of ? How are you going to get rid of Jealousy? Where do you want to be with your love ? Who is your soulmate ? Whom do you feel in your heart ? How does this magic happens? ___________________________________________________________________________________

 The lost worth after 2nd November Rap. It was weird not to cry no feeling, no emotion, just numbness. Introverts have hard time traumas that nobody could see and is felt impure everytime within, using a shoul to cover the numbness I felt.  Untill March 2013 

 I need a river .. I want to Cry. I cant even drive my love ! The beauty about River is it makes your emotions flow despite of the mountains that hold It.. !

Life is a place where you can be 14 lokas as well as down lokas (the the 14 as I remember.) This is what evolution means. Example - A dance Guru leaves not the disciple but his position of Guru to become more than that The Siddhas. He start making gurus.  There are 3 purpose in life : How much love you radiated (not the lustful included) How much Gyan you earn and How much happiness you brought !  The way is: Sincerity in Action Purity in Heart and Clarity in Mind  - Breath is the key OFS Rishi Nityapragya 

Gandharvas -- the Artists are the most jealous people You are Singer I am Dancer... I was saved by becoming a mother at 11.5 years old. But what jealousy was left was still too much for me to handle.. to an extent I said I think about you daily and in turn I was said I disturbed him. The only option in front of me was to say that "You will not be disturbed" instead of  "Take me with you" "I love you". Coz you can't be a burden if you are in love with each other let aside Choosing friends. You Choose Your friends not your love and I felt I was your love 2 years 6 months that's it and now its 13 years passed already.

 We will Teach you how to stand for us by standing for you..! - Eesha and Vaishnavi

  We are Doppelganglers ! Still I Feel !  I am Keeping my White hair White, inspired by you my Trust !  Had Atleast some colour in this Holi somehow by Grace after hrs of crying Standing Tall !! Hold my Hands before I doubt Myself (something from Patanjali I guess - blocks in personal growth)  I am sooooo Grateful That you Stood Tall Owning me in front of the whole Universe and that is a very big Thing..!  Nirmal I have had everyone especially Viraj drifting apart when I was doing the Karam's Work (studying and prooving myself and courses n all ) . Please Don't leave me just coz you are busy. Keep the hands holding even when you are Busy.

 Standing Tall was the only option I ever had. After my Rape on 2 Nov 2012.  I learnt to Respect Self.

It was again one of those days when I slept crying feeling what would have been if we could speak to each other rather than Ignoring and Trolling. Amidst all my fans and infactuators of the College (there were many), I was ignored by you all UFE Guyz, giving all the attention to Bimbo. And I saw that especially Vikram. I was an Intellectual.. I couldn't act like a Bimbo! Ignorance is worth Ignoring ! Meaning you should ignore ignoring especially the person you Love and Care about..! Sanjiv also ignored me after Feb 2016, when I went to Ashram but I use to cry too much having this from him as I wanted to eat with him and meditate with him. For me ashram is Sanjiv and Yashoda ma. Such is the Impression of You Ignoring me. I am clueless how to get rid of this impression.  Even in dreamm today, All your group was praising and giving attention to Sreelakshmi. When I asked you Marriage ka kya, you said dekhte hai looking at the design Sreelakshmi Prepared. When you asked me the same, I ...

Miracle is you came to hold hands unconditionally. You were making Deep Ready but Tiraskar  crossed the limits on 20th October. It was not the feel of an Artist but to "fuck up" inspite of that I tried to think it's just Dance. I never danced for anyone. Anyways "Kaisi Lagi Mai" was the give away of where he stood for me Miracle becomes Miracles that I am owned by you in front of the whole Universe and that is very big thing for me ( thee one who was abandoned all the time I remember)

  She bloomed in the grave that was meant to bury her à True! Somehow one breath at a time,   one gratitude at a time

 The way is the Path and Path is the way !

 By through and for him EN FF

 For him through him by him ! 

 Love from Bumble Bee to the Virgin ones (I guessed that you were not happy when you were sent to other side knowing that the pride was not just mine ) , Moon River and to Dr. Strange ! I will meet you all soon ! 

When Radha reaches it's epitome, It becomes Shakti Holding the space around her and welcoming Narayan Only then Narayan (Shiv) arrives making her Shakti from Radha (Narayani) Radha is Longing Shakti is Orgasm Only Shiva can teach Shakti in terms of intimacy : the kaal bhairav and types of medidation (nobody else)

 It's so easy to DESTROY somebody's entire life ( not 1 or 2 years 5 times in 9 years ) and not even acknowledge it leave aside being in Guilt or sadness in second one. Therefore Karma needs to be there One says Hii after giving me the thoughts that facing me can give heart attack. Other says nothing not even a message leave aside calls One was self doubting personality and other is a narcissist YOU DON"T DESERVE MY TIME ! 16th April 2016 - Rishikesh being strangers on roof  19th June 2016 - Shannon Bebel cought Decemberr 2019 -> Confession without I love you and the game began in my hometown. I was chill that he is mine and blushes returned (for which I was called a kid by silly aunties) October Rishikesh 2020 -> Ganesh and VP stuff for killing my father involving shaktipeeth and mantras I don't know what - kunjapuri temple after which babhis of house came showing one bra open thinking I was not in my senses and I was like why are they showing one side boob and ...

 Remembrance is a blessing. Keep yourself intact within me. 

Don't Waste your Present being Guilty of the Past. 1. Breath it out 2. Write it down 3. Burn it down 4. Most Important and Instant (most courageous) : Confess Directly 

Something to Look forward to  Something to Shine on to Something to Hold on to Something to Wrap in love Something to Stand Tall for  Something to Have Beating in our Heartbeats This was called Vande Matram ! It's time to have it back in our Blood and Breath Its a Blessing to have the Pride for the soil that made us  Its a Blessing to be able to Revive it at Will If you can't Revive Memories will  If memories can't revive then The Movies Will If Movies can't revive MODI will surely ignite that fire !  Fire that Purifies you  Water that ignites Love in you  Earth that makes you Space that wraps you Air is the way Universe Breaths You !! These 5 Elements will join to make you one with your "Matrubhoomi"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ut46f2u3e0M Mister Aniruddh Tiwari,  I Trust you with my heart ! Nirmal  I owe you my Life !  # Fire Vs Fire ! # Grateful  #VP  #Fukde  #Jigra I am Grateful to you

Truth is Love Love is Truth There is no space of fucking up the words with cunning silence..! Aniruddh  my silence has led me to living in what we call meditation. (Meditation with eyes open) Lots of future and past of people unravellings. I am not just a face reader now. Nirmal's Nose is unreadable (Exotic)

  Things unfolded in ways unfathomable ! Tiraskar accepted as tiraskar , It was learning again to stand Tall which was destroyed viciously on 16th April 2016 (Vishesh) and 19th June 2016 (Sanjiv). Reaching 7 day advance Corse made it worse that too at m place Vadodara - Shav Asan most of the Time. Crawled years together, just doing Master's Work. Family accepted me at 29 without money without serving them inspite of bieng with them. And the 2019 Dec came. Vishesh never came, i was geateful so many making me eat and became duplicates of Visheshdeepjhamb. After Papa's death 2021 and people being normal people, no duplicates no tere jaisa yaar kaha songs no ladies bringing their children and telling me jungle devi. I went through the sleep paralysis. Things were left, I was the majnu shouting Vishesh and Ashna for not to be together. My family treated me the most vulnerable Child inspite of me bieng the eldesr child, the tag which I carried all along.  Things were not over here 2...

Parvati River Kullu Was missing how would Kailash Look Like ! When Parvati all became River. I wonder what are the local stories that we couldn't ask for ! Parvati Can Become Kali when nonsense sprouts ! I choose to be Kali Durga Saraswati rather than Annapurna Shailputri and Brahmcharini Modern Kali Look  

The world needs Sidhhis only who are worthy of it, who will not misuse it, who will not be selfish of it. This is my Shakti's Sankalp and also Blessing..! Only ones who have the patrata can have it just like in Badrinath, I was gien bhojan by the army people 14th November 2016 - The day Badrinath was closing. Mummy was inside where I felt like sitting outside just eyes closed no Sahaj needed Eligible are the Worthy Ones and Worthy Ones are Eligible ! There needs to be Discrimination and Clarity Kisi aur ke Naseeb ki hu mai Shayad ! Muskurao Poem ! 

- Uphas: Jokes apart it hurts deeper within as its existence -Tiraskar -Atthas -Disrepect -Blocking -Gossiping as u Majnu (Contrast I am under medication) -Backing Down  -Back bitching with Maharashtra group -Saving the Vyas Peeth from me -Papa was treated as Ganesh , wanted to be sacrificed -Becoming famous for having a love story where I was on other side of Papa - Being Called as Child, Snake, Ganesh and what not, Papa was fighting with the Amar Heights Siddhaz to be killed. He heard all their voices and tortured him. - A little white dwarf came to see me in my room to make me prove that he can watch and come without deh. A child proud while I was sitting in lappy. Letting me know that he knows the siddhi world. - Papa was happy that finally some1 will come to hold my wild daughter's hand. But with Time Game and Corona he realized it's not the case but I held Hope -All I know was Papa knew he was fighting death and he was saving me by sending me to my room and not talking co...

Words have always been my expression with so many diaries (most of it destroyed in anger or guilt) . When I stopped writing (poetry), I started Collecting words that define me my expressions my feelings.  I don't have any words for you, being owned up without knowing my flaws and jealousy. I am standing here with just 1 thing to say that I don't know what Love is in practical world but I know what love is through you when you owned me in front of every single one who stood with me, you were the one who owned me in front of the whole Universe and it is a very big thing. You could have been a witness of the torture in Sukshm level but you Stood by me rather holding me in the Abyss (inspite of your fear of heights) ,The words : You are my Eternity is the one i steal and revert back -> (I don't want to used the word please) You are my Eternity. A place where we both hang in the abyss (Don't worry I will not let you fall). The moment You Owned me led me to a level where I...

 After living 19 years through songs and diaries who used to put me in a state of blankness, I learnt to speak in AOL programs. Now after 20 years I look back and see that Mind can have thought overloading which can be released through breath and Meditation. Freedom through your tears is the actual freedom, when your tears engulf your words, jealousy, helplessness, wait, disrespect and everything in between. Making you stay in a state of "Just Being" Art of Living Silence program is such a silent healing program that everyone must experience. Although 1 is not enough to understand what is being done through intellect

Hate is that some1 or something wants what other has. In simple terms he is jealous of not having of all that someone has  Its all about your stomach. The feel of Jealousy resides in stomach. So as the feeling of Anxiety Attack (I am yet to learn the solution)  Eat Well Feel Well I mean Veg and all. Food can transform you handling the jealousy!

 I heard somewhere thar Life is enjoying the passage of time and it never means want nothing be peaceful.  The Enjoy means different for different people. This is a very very dicy dialogue!! It means become all the chaos that you can be with love light kindness anger even destruction wanting whatever u want. But Yes: Life is "Enjoying" the passage of time ... how depends on how evolve you are how gentle you are how in aligned with nature you are ! 

 Life is not about Compromises, Breaking Promises, Faking Love, Adjusting for years, Crying, Longing, Waiting, Disrespect, Ignorance, Abandoning. Life is about making it a happy place, rising and falling and getting up again. Its About Love Strength And Holdng hands  with your parther that's it and obviously making food (international cuisines yet to be tried) It's About as Sushmita Sen: Mai dikhti kam hu kyuki mai Jeeti Zyaada hu  Sushmita said while Birthday song singing (which I repeat everytime if I sing and wish) Hasna mat, Hasi aae to Rokna mat  Life is to go head-on even if the world beauty is the competitor P.S: It was never Aishwarya, a lucky bimbo and actress but It has been always Sushmita I related to !!!

We have only 1 Earth Having Global Environment Facility as my past - It's mandatory to save trees mountains huts people living in it and the grants will be directly afftected by these

 How to Handle Power and Jealousy of small countries : the extent power can reach to - Involving United Nations and it's Organizations - Diplomatic talks with China  - Capture Iran without bombs just like britishers came to India - The world is diving into with Iran or with America  - Iran should Surrender to save its People - Pakistan needs to suffer - India should take Neutral stand  - Modi  Amit Jai Shankar - You give the idea , I can think only this 

 What is Peace:  - Not have same thoughts multiple times (stress) - Laugh Smile Gratitude Being in Love Happiness and all beautiful things  - Watching a flower Bloom  - Watching a tree Grow - Basically peace is being in Nature and the Nature brings you into your nature of peace ( I am not talking about temples as nature - its a different story all together)  What is Non - Peace' - Not comfortable with other's happiness and fulfillment - Having lot of blunders in your head all negative is non peace - For Gandharvas (artist) its getting jealousy - A lot of jealously to an extent you want to snatch their place. The Guru Shishya Parampara of artists was made for this reason only ! - Having fear of Future and Trauma of Past (which lasts Years, you go blank in most of the cases) - Having issues of Money (which is a very big factor that I ignored in my life , thanks to Papa who kept giving me till his death and even after that) - Peace Isues only 3 - Emotional (Jealou...

 For Writers:  Write down the thoughts that is bothering you. Having spent writing zen diaries loads of it and then throwing in anger has been my life ! Continuing this landed me to a easy technique of Feeling deeply but that takes years of practice (not forgetting the siddhi glimpse in starting to capture the person)   I anyways was crying out the feeling while writing the dairies as I was Unable to use my intelligence because of my emotions. So its best for writers to let it out  - Through dairies (take out time - Its okay if you throw it away later) -Though personal Meditation  -Through Breath  -Through Feeling it completely even it is uncomfortable - Example I felt jealous of a beauty, I sat in her course when she called and just before she called , I observing all that was happening in my stomach ( Jealousy resides in stomach) I released all the jealousy and I became her didi  

We have come to breath in Nature coz nature heals through 3 things  1. Thoughts: When you thing about the science behind it  I was arguing with mummy that Maan liya Jwala Devi Science hai after she cried of gratitude. She was trying to convince hersekf par hazaro varsho tak usi laya me jalana miracle hi to hai !  Jwala Devi is an Experience. The Pandit allowed me and mummy (surprizingly) to jump inside the law and touch the coolness of the diving in fire !! JWLA DEVI -> THE FIRE IN ACTION YET COLD AND FULL OF GRACE JUST LIKE MY MUMMY and me ofcouse !! 2. Feelings: When you feel, you let it out throught one and only sourse - your tears  3. Breath: That is the open secret the world is operating in ! 

Geeta Started with Valour from Kanha ( I can't see Krishna as grown up, its always a teenager since all old movies of Krishna)  Ended up with the food we eat !!  My Take: What we eat daily matters the most as it becomes out thoughts and feelings just like sunrays become leaves !!

 Number 8 -> The number of infinity standing !! Yada Yada hi Dharmastra Glanirbhavti Bharath Abhyuthanam adharmasya tadatmanam srijamyaham. Thatham Astu.  Even if it is God. Just like Parshuram confronted Ram for Shiv Dhanush

1. Thee person will remain out of your world 2. Life will make him through what you were made to go through 3. You will be more evolved than the person who tortured you to death 4. You will be the one who will be free from the person responsible for pushing you to that experience because experience has become the Memories 5. Your Non-forgiveness will become their Learning  6. You need not have a closure with that person as his actions have demonstrated the truth  7. Your tears and thoughts will become Truth of their life  8. If you can't forgive, just cut them off your life -> the way to get free from stress and fake promises

 Having the same repeated negative thoughts in your head is called as Stress !   How many types of Stress are there ? Only 3 -> Physical Stress Emotional Stress and Mental Stress - Realized in a village of Panchkula while explaining illiterates 2014

Here you are free from Guilt and Everything weighing you down. Start Afresh !  Secret: Freedom tastes like peace, It tastes like us laughing together

Sepetember 2014: Marara Punjab Making of the Gods. It was a day when many children dressed as GODs and made a round of village in bail gaadi.  I made (makeup and dresses) - all the gods from Ram Sita Shiva (Partvati was missing) Krishna Radha Hanuman and Ganesha. took 2/3 hours for make uop and they rode the whole village in 15 minutes  Most Divine Makeup Done Ever Thanks to Mataji ( Radha will meet you soon Mataji) Eternal grateful: Real Shiv Sthapna was finally made by Me and Mataji in her backyard in Marara

 Sorry is just a word. Revenge is the word for me as a hardcore Scorpio ! but the question arises revenge from whom ? the unknown people  the unknown voices the misused siddhi ones.. ?  For now -> Na dekh paoge Na sunn Paoge Na bol paoge Na choo paoge -> the ones who made me hear ! Misused ones !

Papa was an angry Teenager throughout his life untill he was taken up by the world arouond. A glory of a daughter promised by VDJ and all.  😊I saw his eyes of living lively to eyes bound by capturing jainzzz (with sidhhis to talk) The hope given to a father that her daughter is enlightened and will marry an enlightened one was a most beautiful predictions made by god knows who. And suddenly when things did'nt go that way. His life was at stake. WHY ? Answer required from VDJ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_UvaW78Rft4&list=RD_UvaW78Rft4&start_radio=1

 Only Kingz can make kings !

 Guru making Guruz is the best kind of being a Guru. it puts u in guru tattva all the time !

 You are healing me from a pain that you did't cause just by owning me up in levels unfathomable.. I am grateful to you 

When Sameepya converts to Sarupya due to intence longing, when sarupya also doesn't satisfy then it  then translates to Sarujya - bieng one with your love. Sarujya is what we do when we do Sudarshan Kriya or Sahaj Samadhi Laila Majnu is an example of Sarunjya I feel. An intense love and longing with ending showing the Sarujya (being one with one another) to the world so that no other loves face what they faced.

Living the Love is Grace ! It requires lot of courage and intimacy..! Love is Divine Gift -> to be able to Love other than God , there is a chance for you to become God through the love bestowed on you and through you Some spent whole life doing things like trips fb status eating together but the void deep lone wolf silence takes over. What we should search is an authenticity and making it reality in the real world.

My hands were shaking, then I figured out the truth that you have owned me in truth of the whole Universe and the shaking Stopped I heard your Voice like this, for the first ever time..  Miracle was here: There were long pauses some coz of network and some out of amazement. The parts of us spoke to each other was in the silence after every few words. The Silence that was somewhat familiar to me when I use to cry in from of Mr Box.  Your Silence is still with me along.. waiting to transform into a yes.  Let the Eternity take Care of Us. You and Me become one ! That does't mean inaction or Wishlist torned YOU HAVE OWNED ME IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE UNIVERSE AND THAT IS A VERY BIGGG THING. Let me in . Please Take me with you..!  

  The difference of respect diminishes as you grown closer in life. It took me 5 years to come to tum from  aap.  When conversations are in jargons. When you are devoid of the truth. It hurts like hell when you are not considered worthy of the truth. A life revealed through gratitude The way we spoke was in silence       The silence that is full and void    https://youtu.be/hchLa7-KCGw   The void of Ganges The Guilt is the pain you are living in.. There is no point to feel guilty for Experiencing the Divine Love in Friendship! 

Radha was 11 yrs elder than Kanha. It was she lived childhood with Kanha and not Krishna, They were best of friends and Radha was the Lead Gopi. She was alreacy married when she spent time with Kanha and not Krishna When message come to Gopis through Uddhav, Gopies were full of gratitude and tears of love.  Krishna forgot to write anything for Radha. So next episode comes as Uddhav was given a blank paper and asked him to give to Radha. Uddhav thought, he shoud write something. When he gave the letter to Radha, she laughed it out and said agli baar bina likhe  aana to Uddhav

Radha is the Lead Gopi 12yrs older than Kanha. Here it is vice versa. I am the Charismatic one decades younger..! Sakha Bhav rather like the Gopies who tore the letter of Kanha given to them by Uddhav.  It is the feel of contentment within longing. The Gopies did't want to meet Kanha. His remembering them  was enough.  From Orkut to Twitter is a long Journey. Technically a personalized friend (in a place of personalized Guru)

You feel the difference from place to place. The suffocating air in Kasouli (Drug's Paradise)  transcending to divinity in Manikaran ahead and the Shiv temple behind the Gurudwara. Place have lot to do with the space and the vibrations in it (shiva owns all). Changing the vibrations is invoking the Shiva in your body through awareness or Open eye Meditation or Closed eye meditation or just being in Bhaav (Shivohum) or Prakriti (Durga)

Trees are prakriti space is Purush (in poetic way its the mountain purush). The prakriti can exist only when it is there with it's Dhara (soil - purush). and for soil to exist Rivers are needed (Prakriti in movement - Dhaaara)

The best line I figured out which became very famous all over was -> Our job is to sow seeds and it will sprout in its own time.  Its regarding asking someone to come to the path and leave if they deny.. blessing them before is must.

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I need holding hands, warm hugs, Love blushing through my eyes for you (already there), Feel the touch of every senses from Soft Kisses on the lips to the one I will give to Exotic.  I need to experience with my hands the healer's Hands. You came in my life like a shooting star I always wished for to the sky to show me shooting star (no asking of wishes). You are here and I am living the life with you together from day to night and beyond.  It's all the moments you are angry and all the times you dance with me to make is smile. Your are My Time and My Space. I want to touch you and teach you the duet that I know. I want to meditate with you with open eyes one, I want to do Eye Gazing with you. Making the divine life that includes the way we are already living. I want to sit beside you like Bawa and Dinesh when Bawa Talks and Dinesh Looks at him in Awe all the time. Make me your Dinesh. Be my Bawa (Not gay strictly). Please Take me with you..!

Just Like the Trees that  grows on its own but needs to be Planted First. The Aam (Gatistvam) and Bargad (Barkat) are prospering in Bangalore. Titiksha and Kshritij must have grown well in the gardens we planted them. 3 of Kaner (Shiv ji favourite) are already covering our house outside, 2 pink and 1 yellow. These are unnamed. You Plant Trees and it Grows. You just sow the seed.

We are embodiment of Love in Friendship.. and true friendship is never serene..   The path is turbulent full of doubt anger ignorance leaving for years together and finally you reach the point hanging instead of holding hands.  Respecting his decision of leaving me in the Storm assuming I am the Storm is the only option I was left with. Took years to reach this point of Gratitude. 

 Yatarth me Time is all we have with us. Time is all I need from you in real..! 

I prefer you calling me your Eternity..! Its an Ownership that Transends Time and Space at a point of time where the difference between inner and outer world still fighting with it each other. I need both to resonate with each other just like our vibes that I recognize as if from far far away in time.

 and Some day you meet the soul who vibes you the same. The first time of meeting your soulmate. And it leads to your Eternity..!

 What is the first time you did something first time ?